Well, it came to a head today and it is now finished. The ties are severed. Yes, I am sad that things are the way they are and not the way I wish they were. She will tell all I'm sure, that I am a horrible person who tried little. But I know the truth! I gave all that I could give and even some that I couldnt emotionaly afford to give, yet it would have never been enough. Then as my children were drug into this, the camels back was broken and all had to end.
I am sure that I will not see her again in this life...this breaks my heart, but the refief my spirit feels now that she is gone is tremendous.
Ladies if you have a mother who truly loves you, hold it dear.....count it as a precious gift.
(((Hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI have not always had a good relationship with my mother but we have in the past 10 years been able to restore what was lost as if it had never happened. I don't know what the Lord has in store for you and your mother but I do know all things are possible with him and I will continue to keep her in my prayers. I know the heartbreak of a broken relationship with a mother and I know it can be hard. I also know that you are very strong and you seem to know what needs to be done. I'm sorry it has turned out this way but I believe that the Lord does remove certain people from our lives for a reason and at times for a season.
I hope your doing ok, I am thinking about you and praying for you!