Monday, November 06, 2006

It is finished!

Well, it came to a head today and it is now finished. The ties are severed. Yes, I am sad that things are the way they are and not the way I wish they were. She will tell all I'm sure, that I am a horrible person who tried little. But I know the truth! I gave all that I could give and even some that I couldnt emotionaly afford to give, yet it would have never been enough. Then as my children were drug into this, the camels back was broken and all had to end.

I am sure that I will not see her again in this life...this breaks my heart, but the refief my spirit feels now that she is gone is tremendous.

Ladies if you have a mother who truly loves you, hold it dear.....count it as a precious gift.

1 comment:

Tiany said...

I have not always had a good relationship with my mother but we have in the past 10 years been able to restore what was lost as if it had never happened. I don't know what the Lord has in store for you and your mother but I do know all things are possible with him and I will continue to keep her in my prayers. I know the heartbreak of a broken relationship with a mother and I know it can be hard. I also know that you are very strong and you seem to know what needs to be done. I'm sorry it has turned out this way but I believe that the Lord does remove certain people from our lives for a reason and at times for a season.

I hope your doing ok, I am thinking about you and praying for you!

Oh that there were such an heart in them, that they would fear me, and keep all my commandments always, that it might be well with them, and with their children for ever! Duet 5:29